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papper tigers

2007-12-14T03:43:34Z

Ten Things You Want To Say To Ten Different People:

1. your my favorite person in the world. i hope that never changes.

2. i miss you so much. i wanted you to be at my wedding, i wanted you to always be there, i didnt even think you could be gone. i think i should have been with you more i know you would have loved it. i wish i still had that time.

3. your my best friend, i love you like a sister. the first person i could actually call my best freind and your such a good one. even though iv been a tottaly bich with keeping in touch. im so sorry i just get lost and dont want to even speak to anyone, i need to work on that.

4.omg i love you. your not going to read this beacuse your not on here anymore but we had so much fun together, we still do and i hate that i cant hang out with you. its so easy to talk about anything with you, and your exepting of all my oddness, stupidity and hang ups.

5. i dont like you much at all, though im still friendly towards you. i cant bring my self to scream what i want at you and i dont know why.

6. thank you for being my friend and being so cool jess

7. your my new/ old friend and your so fun to talk to. id love to hang out when i get back

8. i dont even know what to say im such a mess, i gess id say im sorry but that realy wouldnt cover it. i cant seem to forgive you for your mistakes and i think im just makeing it worse with my stubburn bitchyness.

9. ahh i cant wait to see you! your so sweet and kind, and so far youv been sweet and understanding about me being so weird haha, i say stupid things when im nervous so sorry. ill have your pepsi and snickers when we meet again :D

10. wow were kinda close now? its weird but its cool. lets continue.

Nine Things About Yourself:
1. Iv lived in 6 states, not counting moveing around in the states blah.
2. art makes me so effing happy
3. im so insecure sometimes its not even funny
4. iv wanted to travel to egypt since i was little
5. you can win me over with a crude joke
6. i effing love cupcakes
7. i love the moon, and rain, and leaves changeing, oh and snow alot.
8. omg MK lets play i love that game.
9. i love reading, and music.. and child hood things im such a little girl

Eight Ways To Win My Heart:
1. make me laugh, at anything realy. thats it.
2. dont lie to me about the big things.
3. if you can speak another language <3
4. put up with me haa
5.be kind
6. listen to me, but dont take everything to heart. i ramble.
7.take initiative, beacuse it might take me awhile
8.ask me what you want and ill answer. dont gess.

Seven Things That Cross Your Mind A Lot:
1. how im going to actually get out of here
2. what i want to do with my life
3. my friends
4. the way i look
5. things of ill repute
6. the future
7. the past

Five Turn Offs:
1. stupidity
2. cocky
3. disrespectful
4. no sense of humour
5. bitchy

Four Turn Ons:
1. humour
2. easy to get along with/ talk to
3. not pushy
4. sweet

Two Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1. travel. everywhere!
2. find people to always be with and love e.x/ freinds/husband

One Confession:
i feel most attractive in the shower. haha its just more comfortable and relaxing then being in jeans and a top that dosent fit right in a stuffy room.

danas adult survey

2007-11-20T05:00:24Z

So im not exactly an adult yet, I dont pay bills or taxes, but I will soon and this is one of the more interesting surveys so im going to do it.

1. What time do you usually go to work? i dont, im looking for a job.

2. At your job; do you prefer a rigid schedule(M-F 9-5) or one that changes by the week? i would prefer a regular schedule, if i dont know whats going on i miss things. that wouldnt be so great.

3. Do you take the car, bus, walk, ride a bike or ?? to get where you need to go? id like to just take the bus or walk and use the car only when i need to.

4. How long have you used said mode of transportation? walking is realy the only one iv used personaly haa.

5. Have you ever considered an alternative? anything to get me where i need is great.

6. Do you have/want to have children? If yes, why? i want to have children and share things with them, do all the family crap you know, far far from now. im just not sure how great a parent i would be.

7. Are you/do you want to get married? i want to be, but i want it to be it i want to love that person. the divorce rate is so high its sad.

8. Do you think that a marriage certificate/ceremony is necessary? Or are you of the mind that love, twue wove, doesn't require documentation or demonstration? hm, well i dont know i like the idea of getting married and what kari said, but i dont need nore do i want a giant expensive ceremony or ring i think thats silly.

9. Have you realized, yet, just how much work your parents had to do just to raise you and keep you fed? there still raising me as of now.

10. Have you thanked them for it yet? no i havent

11. Did they just chuckle knowingly? n/a

12. What was the first nice, expensive, grown up thing you bought? (Ex; a car, a household appliance, a house...) ah.. i havent bought anything expensice and "grown up" haha i feel like such a child.

13. Have you ever found yourself saying/doing/thinking something that you remember distinctly making fun of or dissaprove of when you were a kid? i dont remember dissaproveing of anything as a kid, but im sure i do things the little girl of me would make fun of

14. Have you learned to just let the small stuff go, and take the big stuff in stride? That no bridge can be crossed until you reach it? sometimes yes, sometimes no i try to.

15. Have you learned to do things that you don't want to do without bitching/complaining about it, or even feeling entitled to bitch and complain? same as the above, i can be realy winy sometimes. then i kick myself later for being so winy.

16. Has your taste in music changed over the years? How? yes, when i was younger i would usally just listin to what ever other kids were listning to but now i listin to a wide variety and i dont realy care what other people think of my music tastes.

17. Are both of your parents still alive? yes

18. If yes, are you close? If no, were you? not realy, me and my mom dont get along well most the time. me and my dad have similar humor so we seem to get along better.

19. Do you prefer hardwood floors, or carpet? hardwood. as long as there are minimal pets, fur and scratches.

20. What do you think your generation will 'be like' when they are elderly? odd

21. What do you hope to be like when you are old and gray? i want to be that strange old woman that every one thinks is a bit off, but think im a sweet woman anyways. most of all i want to be a wonderful grandmother like myn was.

22. What is the most important life lesson you have learned so far? you have to look out for yourself beacuse no one else will. im still learning though

23. What is your favorite food now? What was it when you were 10? i used to love mac n chesse with tuna and peas haha. now i love pasta, fish, crab, anything spicy. not that i didnt have a taste for that when i was younger, i was lucky to try diffrent foods while every one else had pizza and grilled cheese 99% of the time

24. Did you do your taxes this year? Did you finish them on time? i dont do taxes yet, they realy freak me out.

25. Did you owe the gvt, or did you get a fatty tax return? (Or, did you just break even, like I did? :p) n/a

26. Do you enjoy reading? Do you do it often? What is your favorite genre of book? (Mystery, Fiction, Biographies.. etc) yes i love reading. fiction, mystery, horror types, comics, books on human behavior, almost anything realy.

27. How do you feel about old animated movies and cartoons being 'digitally remastered'? (Traced over in photoshop and stripped of all hand-animated charm.) ah that sucks, hard. i realy love old animated movies thats sad that thats what they do. i do like haveing them on dvd though.

28. Do you cook? Breakfast? Lunch? Dinner? If yes, what is your favorite dish to prepare? sometimes but im very limited in my skills ha

29. Do you partake in politics? not so much i watch some of the news channels and try and find out whats going on but its so confuseing i just dont know.

30. Do you even have time to worry about governmental goings on, or are you too busy just working for a buck to even notice and/or care? yes i have to much time on my hands at the momment.

31. Have you graduated from college? If yes, are you currently doing something that involves using the skills you paid so dearly to learn? If no, do you still want to/feel the need to graduate from college, or are you daunted by the amount of people you have met/spoken to who paid thousands of dollars for an education that they can't put to use because there is nothing available for them in the professional working world?
no, im going to college this coming year. im not sure what i want to do with my life, im not sure it matters any how.

32. Do you have any drug habits? That is to say, are you taking any prescriptions? Smoking weed? Shooting herion? Railing lines up your nose? Caffeine?
no iv never done drugs iv always been around them just never partook the most i think would be a contact high from friends smoking weed, thats about it. i was takeing lexipro but i didnt feel any change so i just droped it.

33. Are you aware of your health? Do you go to the doctor on the regular for check-ups? Do you have high cholesterol, blood sugar, or thyroid problems? Hemorrhoids? (hehe)
im healthy as of now. i go to the doctors a few years apart i think.

34. Do you live with another person or other persons? Do you get along? Do you secretly hate their guts? Are they the love of your life? my family, im planning to move out its very difficult. i dont get along with my family all that well i think it will be better when i move out. my sister and i have gotten closer though, its actully realy weird.

35. Do you want to settle down, or remain mobile? i want to travel but i want one home.

36. Are there things about yourself that you don't like, but can not/will not change, and/or have learned to accept and live with? yes in the past year iv pretty much accepted certain things about myself others i still want to change and make me very up set sometimes.

37. What do you want to accomplish before you die? i just want to be happy, and i want to have seen the world.

38. Do you spend the holidays with your parents/family, or do you have a family of your own, now, that you celebrate with? friends, family who ever.

39. Are you in debt, yet? (Do you have a mortgage, car payments, student loans to pay off, etc) not yet, oh i just cant wait! :(

40. Do you feel as though you have accomplished anything significant? no, i have so much to do.

Halloween's awsome..

2007-10-06T01:57:53Z

some art..

2007-08-23T05:50:41Z

Hilarys Kinoko <3 i did. i love her characters

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a stipaling drawing i did a year ago. i like it, it turned out better then i thought it would haha.

and yeah thats it beacuse i have no clue how to make smaller things and make them look nice, i suck at the computer :( ahh.

yeayy

2007-08-23T05:07:42Z

im getting a gift from inechi so i have to do this for other people...
"I will send a handmade gift to the first 4 people who leave a comment here on my blog. I don’t yet know what that gift will be, but you will receive it within 365 days. The only thing you have to do in return is "pay it forward" by making a similar agreement on your blog."
probably a drawing something like that? haha
so sign up! its for fun <3

nice

2007-08-09T02:59:46Z

So Im watch Watership Down, very good.
I wish they would be quiet in the living room.

Yesterday we went for lunch at Apple Bees it was fun we had the sweetest waiter he was cute to, but ohh so very gay, i loved him.
So then we went to Borders, because I looove book stores. As I was looking through some mangas and graphic novels this guy walks up behind me and kind of watches me, so I move out the way and excuse myself thinking maybe I was in the way. he says "thats ok" and stays where he is. I kneel on the floor to look at a collection of books to figure out which one I want, he moves a bit closer and he kneels as well and I swear I can feel him watching me. I dont know maybe I was just haveing a over active imagination but he was creeping me out.

btw I have "Its your duty" ( to shake that booty) stuck in my head omggg, I kinda like the song but fuck.

happy times

2007-08-05T05:14:49Z

so tonight me and my best friend where talking over the phone and got on the topic of old tv shows, movies, games, toys and ect we used to love (and still do) includeing Barbie, polly pocket, sailor moon, lisa frank, captain planet, rocco's modern life, carmen sandiego, crash bandacoot, kenan and kel (orange sodaaaa), tales from the crypt, goose bumps, are you afraid of the dark, ledgends of the hidden tempel, old dinsey, my little pony, ect. so much fun <3

http://youtube.com/watch?v=X6_RZhh44NY sailor moon <3 english version

http://youtube.com/watch?v=-RAHwZM41sM lol i thought this was funny. i used to love captain planet haha.

Fixed lol yeay.

dreads, birthdays, pictures, boom

2007-08-04T06:30:05Z

i googled dreads today and found this i thought it was awsome.

its my sisters 14th birthday today woo, but where on bad terms of today. from this morning, we get into fights so easily. weve realy gotten the closest weve ever been in the last year its strange, but i like it.

there have been so many changes in so many things these past 2 years, my grandma who i was very very close to passed away, and not that long after my grandfather on the other side of the family passed, i dropped out (probably not the best choice but i do feel somewhat better im no longer depressed at least not to bad i stoped takeing the pills), we moved, my brother was born, one of my grandmas sisters died, were moveing again, and ill be turning 18 soon and moveing out. its all be so strange and difficult.

i want to do so much i just dont know how to do it at the momment, but hopefully ill get there..

on a happy note, our dogs about a year and a half ago? haha aww copper (compy as i call him, beacuse he reminds me of the little compy dinosaur) was still a little pup.

this is random, its me in my old bathroom, i miss my fishy rug. hmph.
maybe next post ill have some pictures of my kitties, my baby phobear and clohe. :]

ohh damn btw, cramps. fuck ovarys omg, i need some hot tea and some pepper mint sticks stat!
night <3

eleven eleven

2007-08-01T20:58:30Z

Body: LAYER ONE: Spell your name with animals:

barracuda
rabbit
iguana
tiger
tiger shark
alligator
nutria
yak

LAYER TWO:
Name: brittany
Birthday: 03/28/1990
Nickname: brit
Current Location: my room, fuckvill
Eye Color: dark brown
Hair Color: dark brown
Right or Left Handed: right

LAYER THREE
Shoes you wore today: black lace ballet shoes friggin cute
Your perfect pizza: meats and chesse, jalapeno peppers. mm.

LAYER FOUR
Best holiday: holloween
Most missed memory: grandma

LAYER FIVE
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonald's or Burger King: ew
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla.

LAYER SIX: Do You...
Curse?: alot
Do you sing?: sometimes
Want to go to college: yes kinda
Get motion sickness: sometimes eh
Think you're a health freak: no
Get along with your parents: not often
Play an instrument: no

LAYER SEVEN: In the past month...
Drank alcohol: no
Gone to the mall: no
Eaten an entire pizza: iv had some pizza not a whole one damn
Gone skating: no, that sounds fun
Made homemade cookies: brownies fucking yum
Done druggs: no

LAYER EIGHT: Have you ever...
Been in big trouble with your parents: yeah
Lied about your age: yes
Used a fake ID: no

LAYER NINE
Age you hope to be married: midd 20s?
Number of Children: two, or less haha

LAYER TEN: In a girl/guy..
Best eye color: green, brown, grey, blue :) as long as there pretty eyes
Tall or small: taller
Short hair or long: short, to mid, but not long

LAYER ELEVEN:
Number of people you could trust with your life:
myself

Number of CD's you own: i dont know
Number of tattoos: none
Number of piercings: 2

hair cut

2007-08-01T20:36:17Z

Yeah i got my hair cut. Its so much shorter then it has been in a loooooong time, or at least it feels like it haha.
I just needed a change, and its hot as hell here blah.

New hair-

Old hair-

Thanks for the help Kari!